Fuck me!
A year? A year has passed since my last post - wholly shit.
I guess we all get old... but why does a year pass without anything really good happening depress me so much?
It could be cause I have not been creative in a year...
I moved here to be creative, dropped everything back home, lost an amazing relationship and what do I have to show for it that wasn't a gift? Um.... not much. Experience sure. Better than being in Melbourne, as bored as I was, maybe.
Some people say, you have to make your own destiny, you have to make your own dreams come true. Los Angeles has a way of either beating your down, or showing you so many people that are better than you that you, well I, decide what's the point, they're stuff is soooo amazing.
I guess that's what happens when you so often get the greener grass on the other side, climbing to the next pasture is that much harder.
Will someone please tell me how to start enjoying the moment more than enjoying the memory of things??? Anyone, hello Bueller??

A year later and all I have to say is negative ranting.

Some highlights.
- Vancouver with Joe. 4 AMAZING days! First Class, blood, champagne and "You're crazy for this one Rick"

Hmm is that it, it's all that comes to mind right now. Cause Valentines Day, Australia - well pretty much Jan- April was a write off and not memorable.

What next?
How do I make more money per week than a bartender earns in 3 nights work?
How do I make films that get nominated for oscars, or for that case accepted into festivals?
How do I take photos that are gallery worthy?
How do I write scripts that people want to read?
How do I do all this and still have time for Tivo and Netflix?